Good quote! and response…

Edit: I’m not perfect happy with myself for writing this post, but I feel obligated to keep it. I’m not changing my opinion, but I really should have been less direct and less judgemental. I like to think that I’m normally pretty good about trying to express my opinions as just that — options. But it seems like I didn’t do that so well this time. I apologize if I offended anyone. This is obviously a touchy topic for me, though it really is not something I worry about that often. As my mom commented, why the heck do I worry about these things so much? I don’t have a good answer to that, but its something I should certainly think about.

“Our ability to be intelligently unintelligent never ceases to astound me” — Chris Hayden

Well said — there are no disagreements here. One tidbit I’d like to add is that Evolution and Creationism are not contradictory ideas (in my perspective). They only become contradictory when one takes the language from Genesis literally (and pushing fundamentalist I would add).

Let me break out my bible (whew, its been a while!). The rest of you can read at the Bible Gateway if you so desire.

So there are three main issues here (or three obvious issues that I think are the most prevalent). The length of God’s creation work, the creation of Adam from “the dust of the ground” (Genesis 1:7), and the creation of Eve from Adam’s rib.

The basic, basic evolutionary story is just that life started out as simple singular celled organisms in the ocean that eventually (aka billions of years) evolved in to all the biological diversity we have today. If you take the six days of creation as metaphoric/artistic symbolism Genesis’s language does agree that God made life sequentially and gradually both beliefs can coexist peacefully. I also remember reading somewhere that the the original Hebrew word used there for “day” did not necessarily connote the literal “day” that we think of (maybe someone with more motivation and better memory can provide more info).

Now some of you may say that I totally glazed over the “metaphoric/artistic” point, and yes I did. The reason being that it is quite involved to eloguently argue why the Bible should be taken from a more artistic, more storylike perspective (aka above my ability) . So instead I’ll be blunt. Look, life isn’t simple. As modern humans we ask lots of questions and want answers. Things are easier when the answers are given to us verbatim, and many people want to make the Bible an answer book since that would be nice and convenient (and make life simple, careless, and absolutely boring). If the Bible was an answer book then it wouldn’t be so freaking complex and it would actually give answers (most of the time it only makes me ask more questions).

The Bible is not about the words (how many translations and versions are there?). It is about the experience. The experience of engaging in a search for knowledge and truth by following a compelling/artistic/historical/fictional/gruesome/intimate story.

Since its late and I’m not motivated to write a long (well, longer I guess) theological rant, I won’t say too much more. I would like to say that not a single person in the world takes the entire Bible literally. If you disagree with that statement, find me someone who follows all the of rules from Leviticus to the letter or someone that cuts off their hands and feet. The question is not whether you take the whole book/story literally or not, but rather if you tend to the more fundamental or more liberal part of the spectrum.

Whew, the irony here is that this is coming from half-hearted Christian who has gone to church a handful of times in the past several months. Maybe I would be more motivated if I saw Christianity being more of a good thing in the world than another excuse for ignorance and bigotry.

Why don’t all the Americans who are complaining about Fundamental Muslims see the proverbial plank in their own eye — Fundamental Christianity?

Its alright if they don’t call me a Christian, I don’t really want to be associated with them anyway…

Soo close….

Arg… well we got back today, but unfortunately my car didn’t make it back with us. On I-70 in Maryland (around 15 mins north of Fredrick), someone backed into my car while we were pulling out of the parking lot :(. Its really not too bad, mostly cosmetic damage around the wheel well, though there is a chance that the wheel is bent/unbalanced. It was bent up enough that the metal was rubbing against the wheel, so driving it more than a few feet would probably be a bad idea.

I’m nearly sure that this is not my fault, especially since my car was already mostly past his parked vehicle – basically broadsiding me – so insurance should cover all the costs. Still though, its a hassle since I’m supposed to move to Mass. next week. I have a few options but its probably going to be best to delay my starting date until the car is fixed. ARGGG….

Well, at least I’m fortunate enough that this happened close to home (and after the trip rather than before), the situation could have been much worse. I should probably be thankful that my first accident happened in parking lot at 10 miles an hour instead of on the highway at 60.

Such is life.

The evil fantasy world

So I grabbed a link to this page and started reading.. I was cracking up till the last few frames when I noticed that this guy was serious! …

Its important to note that this was written in the 80′s but he “revisited” the topic here in 1996. I bet this guy would have a field day with my past history with fantasy tabletop and video games. Satanic warfare? … umm, its just a game that I had fun playing. It’d be my guess that the author also thinks that reading Harry Potter is a Christian no-no..

Yes, maybe there are people who took D&D over the edge into instant and psychotic behavior but those people had problems before playing a stupid game. This is the same mentality used to say that video games make kids more violent. Will people (*cough*parents*cough*) ever realize that pointing fingers to blame something else just does not work. Ever. They should be pointing at themselves (or everyone in society as a whole, I’ll agree that parenting is only part of the problem and sometimes the problem is totally unrelated to parenting). Arrrgg….

You’re not welcome here anymore..

Today, Harvard Business School canceled the acceptance of 119 students they had written acceptance letters for but not yet delivered. The root of all this was a discovery by one applicant that you could easily access your own acceptance (or rejection letter) online through ApplyYourself’s horribly insecure online application system. Harvard’s stand is that these so called “hacking” actions were totally unethical and “a serious breach of trust”.

Come on. First of all, the procedure to do this was not a “hack” at all but a simple cut and paste into the address bar. If this is hacking then I’m a genuine hacking genius since I use the same sort of tactic to navigate broken websites all the time :). I hope the HBS dean realizes that he cannot use this as an ethical metric, rather I’d think that 75% or more of the people that saw this hack went ahead and tried it. They were only seeing something that was theirs (they couldn’t access other students accounts) which they would see soon anyway. I would agree that using the “hack” is a little bit in the grey area, but more so a pale creamy grey then black. If this hack has lasted longer than 9 hours would they have rejected 3000 students?.. Geeze

Read about it on Slashdot

UMD Skiing 2005

Last weekend I was at Snowshoe mountain with a bunch of my UMD/church friends (none of them go to UMD anymore since they’ve graduated. I’m the youngest of the group). Skiing/snowboarding was great, conditions were good, most of the slopes were open, I actually didn’t hurt myself (I’m a rather reckless skier). The only downside to the weekend was the first night when I — well… somehow my car ended up in the ditch :(.

Ok, so I have somewhat of an excuse. I was trying to get up our snow-covered driveway and didn’t make it all the way, so I was backing back down. When coming back down I didn’t notice the drainage ditch and associated rusted and sharp metal drainage pipe behind me (it was somewhat hidden by a layer of snow), and proceeded to drive right into it. Bummer.

To make a long story shorter, we had 6-7 guys try to push it out, we took some cheap rope and tried to make a makeshift tow rope, and then waited an hour or so for a tow-truck. Eventually we (and by we I mean the tow-truck), got it out. Then, I had to change the slashed and flatten front tire. I tried to call around to see where in West Virginia I could get a new tire, but I couldn’t find a place within 75 miles that carries tires for my TSX. After talking to the Accra roadside assistance people to find out that the “donut” spare is rated for 30,000 miles (only going under 50mph) I decided to drive home and deal with it then. Thankfully the drive home was uneventful, though it ended up taking an additional hour or two since I couldn’t go over 50mph.

I’m probably making this seem much worse than it was. It really wasn’t such a big deal and I’m thankful that nothing worse happened. I’m glad I was with friends helped me laugh about it and still continue to have a fun time.

Note: White car + West Virginia = very dirty car

Ahh break… break!?!

Hmm, no school for another two weeks, few obligations, plently of time… shouldn’t I think that that is wonderful? I think I do think that, but only superficially. Actually I’m quite worried about myself at times like this since – well – I can be horribly lazy.

Its something that I don’t totally understand either. Whenever I have some motivation, even if it some small or distant motivation, I will always get the job done, project completed, mind prepared, see it through, whatever it is (yea, please take that with a grain of salt. I’m leaving out all the small “I’m not perfect, but tend to be like this” qualifications for brevity’s sake. But then I just wasted the past few sentences, and in a parenthesis for that matter! Oh well…)

The problem is that right now, I’ve been very blessed. My future (career-wise at least) is stable (well for an undergrad not working yet) and looks bright. So, what am I supposed to be worrying about right now? Finding work, check; paying the rent, check; figuring out where to go out on Friday night, well that’s not quite my thing so.. check; getting a girlfriend? hmm, should I be worrying about this? I think not, if it happens it happens. And you certainly are not going to see me turn in into a smooth, extroverted, seeking-bachelor anytime soon

Ok back to my point (I have a way of rambling in these posts. I guess that happens when you are writing without much purpose). I don’t feel compelled to do anything at all right now. Sure I could do this, or I could do that, but I seem to think more about what I could be doing then what I actually am doing. Eventually after thinking too much about how I could be more productive (by productive I mean still having fun while doing something with some sort of worthwhile basis. Currently some examples are programming (it is what I want to do for a living), creating more artwork (I always like doing it, but I never actually do any in my free time), and spending more time with friends, especially those that I don’t give enough time to or have not seen in a while (I’m kinda prone in keeping relationships one sided and not giving my fair share of effort)).

So you see, what I end up doing is realizing that I should be doing something else and yet I still chose the option with the best ratio of pleasure received over effort required. Why am I worried about efficiency when I have no time to worry about? Good question, maybe I just tend to think that way, maybe I’m really using the previous statement as an excuse, maybe … well, the latter is probably correct.

And so, to do something about this. Its seems that the act of writing this was a start. But the question is, am I seeking others to think about me this way? I’m I writing this because I want others to read it and think about this, so I can set them up to think better of me? Well, I don’t think that I am, but I’d have to say that I wouldn’t be surprised if my subconscious has done/considered doing that before (“subconscious considering” Geeze now that’s an oxymoron I’ve never heard).

Enough, sometimes I’m lazy. Sometimes I’m not. I wish I were not, but I cannot ignore/excuse either side.

Conclusion. Since I know I can be lazy, act in a manner knowing that I could seek the lazy solution. Thinking about planning ahead for how I plan ahead? How do I do that? Not sure, but at least its a rationalization that I don’t feel badly about… for now.